I really hate to think that I look unhappy on here, because I'm not. I make myself unhappy at times, but as a whole, I'm really grateful for the life that I am living and the people who are in it. And, I'm tired of deleting journal entries -___- Like the long, drawn out ones before Austin and I were dating where I was confused to where I stood, and I was so sure I wasn't good enough. Looking back, it probably would've been helpful to keep them so that I could read back, even if I know I deleted them because I felt pathetic for feeling that way. I wish I was more confident in myself, because I have a lot going for me right now and a lot of peo